The Gatherer

About Me

 
 

Jill Pollard

 
 
 
 
 

You have a UNIQUE way of doing everything in this life and I help women find that.

There is no one in this world who can FEEL like you do. Your happiness cannot look, feel, and be described the same as anyone else’s, nor can your sadness, or your joy.

I love helping woman find their UNIQUE self. We have our intuition, our guides and our feelings, but there’s more. There’s something deeper. We need to go beyond the basic definition of self-love and find our connection to the Divine within. You have a UNIQUE way of doing everything in this life and I help woman find that. Through intuitive conversations, psychic sessions, body healing, and deep authentic feeling, I bring a woman back to her TRUTH. I use my guides, my ancient ancestral wisdom, my knowledge from this lifetime and personal practices to guide you HOME to you. I have a sense of others feelings and I can help you identify underlining causes of pain, depression, body ailments, and self doubt so that you can find peace, joy and happiness.

 
 
 
 

Once you start to really see you, and really FEEL your true emotions at the depth they want to be felt, you will transform. I’ve seen it time and time again. But you have to be willing to go there. To feel pain, to feel sadness, and to allow it time. This isn’t a process that can be rushed but through this process the REAL healing can begin and I want that for you. I want you to know who you truly are but by YOUR definition and no one else’s.

I know the journey to self worth because I spent my life living up to everyone else’s expectations of me. Having been born and raised in a strict Christian home, I had high standards for myself and tried to live perfectly so as not to sin and lived obediently! What I found over years was that I became more and more depressed and anxious. My self worth was NO WHERE to be seen. All that mattered to me was how others perceived me, and if I was doing things right by their definition. If they loved me, then I was enough. I was suffocating in a box that I didn’t even know I was in. I was living up to standards I didn't think to question and I was more alone in my faith than I was outside of it. 

I married at 19, and immediately started having kids. Motherhood added a WHOLE new level to my depression and self-criticism. I spent years in bed, crying and unable to soothe my unhappiness. I had these beautiful babies and wasn’t able to enjoy them because I loathed who I was. I couldn't do anything right without beating myself up.

Through my births though, I was introduced to my “woo woo” work. I read about mediation, and connecting to my babies, and guides. I learned about new ways to connect to my body and I was hooked. Over time I discovered self love work and slowly began to realize how awful the voice in my head was. I couldn't find an ounce of me that was lovable in there. I could be told from the outside I was bright and beautiful but on the inside I was cold and dark. In fact, I’m not sure I even knew who Jill was. One day I decided I had to crawl out of my hole, to know HER. I needed to find out who I was and why I was here because crying my life away in bed wasn’t working anymore. I always knew my depression could be healed. That it shouldn't just be suppressed and medicated. I started to research alternative ways to healing and the woo woo wasn’t so woo. I was really seeing changes by doing things that spoke to my heart and body. I began to set dates, with me and only me. Left the 3 kids at home with Dad and started from scratch. WHO ARE YOU? What do you like? What are your preferences? And that’s when the healing really began. I realized pretty quickly that I was highly intuitive and an empath. That I’d been carrying the weight of the world with me because I didn’t close my aura field, ever. In fact I didn’t know where one person’s emotions started and mine ended. It was like a shit storm of overwhelm and chaos. I had many healers point out to me that I was often taking on other’s emotions and feelings. With that knowledge I was able to begin recognizing what was my own and what was someone else’s. With energy work, deep healing and conscious awareness, I was able to heal my dark thoughts and accept myself for who I was. I really starting to love me and see my purpose.

And that is why I do this work. I want to help you heal. I want you to find your truth. To FEEL your feels. To know your preferences. With a surety and depth. To know why you do anything you do. I want your YES to be because it makes you feel alive and your NO to roar from your gut without guilt. Because the people pleasing doesn't work. Because a woman is POWERFUL and she is only powerful once she has tasted her own fire. I want that for you. I want you to be the fierce Goddess you were put here to be. Your relationships will change. Your friendships will be more authentic. Your family dynamic will shift. Your work will fuel you. I know this because I’ve done this work. I have seen it transform my life and many others.

And now I choose a life I love.

My husband and I currently are living on Kauai with our 3 beautiful children. We prefer a holistic way of life. We slow down. We practice centering in our hearts everyday. We are constantly coming back to the drawing board, reevaluating, growing and making changes so that we put our joy first. I’m still human, I have a sides of me that FEEL deeply but it propels me into my creativity. Holding space for you and your transformation is my gift. Being vulnerable and real is my virtue. Let's work together.

Let's heal and transform you.

Kauai, Hawaii